true value

Why is it so easy to be in love with the idea of someone, even if you know the reality?

I feel as though that is the question I am constantly seeking the answer to, and I probably won't find it. 

It most likely will just happen that I will find myself lucky enough to be in love with someone and their reality, and no longer be interested in looking for the answer to my question.

Or at least that's what I'm hoping.

As for now, I suppose my love of Cemitas Pueblas will have to suffice.

Me amo cemitas milanesa y pastel de tres leches. 

Revolution Spreads To Two Provinces

I feel like so much happened today. 

I feel like I am finally getting my act together. 

I should be in a Pull Ups ad, I'm a big kid now.

Who knows if it will last, but right now I truly feel things in my life are heading in the right direction. It's a great thing. 

Tomorrow will be another excellent day. 

I'm working a photo shoot, get to see the love of my life RPK and the faj is going to be in town and he's taking the ladies out to dinner. 

I think we're going to play some Scrabble tonight. The Diamond Edition could use some action. I hope I am back to my regular ass 

kicking self because the last two games I played, I lost miserably. Can't let that keep happening, I have a reputation to uphold!

I feel like I have ADD right now because everything I'm saying is so sporadic BUT

I'm drinking the most delicious hot cocoa right now! My sister sent it to me. Land O Lakes Chocolate Caramel, couldn't be more delicious. Couldn't help but to scald my tongue the second it was ready. 

Also, I want Peru this summer so bad it hurts. 

This? done have could who

Inexplicable. 

Teach a man to fish and there's no I in team

Well I would consider last night's surprise party a surprising success. 

It is rare to see that many men in one place. 

Despite the dirty floors and one real fight sparked by a faux one, it was pretty harmless fun.

I hope Atta Ann enjoyed her golden 22nd.

Let us not forget the magnificent dinner at Lucia's preceding le fete. 

Pumpkin squash ravioli in a sage butter sauce with proscuitto and walnuts. Incredible. 

Truly a breathtaking culinary feat. 

I should have taken a picture. 

Instead we got one of Jack Wagner's birthday creation. He never lets us down.

Currently I am in bed with a nice cup of Zen tea. 

Lunch at the Bongo Room lies in the near future.

I want to do as many pleasurable activities as possible before the daily grind starts again on Monday. 

Men?

Also, if someone in Minambres' Spanish 1 Class Monday's at 3:30 could kindly drop as to allow me a spot in the class, that would be fabulous. Thanks a ton. 

I forgot that Chelsea was the one who had brought me this route.

As expected, my dedication to blogging has been low to none.

CAKE, the person as well as the confection, has insp

ired me to try harder.

I am sitting at my desk in my rerearranged room, and it feels right. 

I always did like my room like this, why did I try and fix something that clearly wasn't broken? Always causes more problems. 

Story of my life.

So I know this thing should probably be all contemplative, and emo and whatnot but, right now I just feel like dancing.

Which is why I cannot wait for tonight! 

I love having people at our apartment because we get to pick the music, and do we ever pick it well. I'm sure there will be a lot of Circus and MTV mashups going on, as those seem to be favorites lately. Maybe Jen and I can do our pole dance to Single Ladies.

I think Chiloh is excited about tonight too, its only 2:30 and she's already in the bathroom getting ready!

Kitten, she's such a kitten. 

Thank you for being here today, thank you.

Welcome to 2009. I'm sure that just as in years past, this crazy ride will go by faster than the one preceding it. I suppose you could consider this some sort of attempt at cataloguing the things that have happened, are happening currently and will perhaps happen sometime in the future. 

As for the day that ended 18 minutes ago, it was the first back in the lovely city of Chicago in far too long. As much as I complain about the weather and my constant yearning to be in transit, it always feels right here. Especially with the three beautiful ladies who inhabit crystal and hoyne with me. Chiloh too of course. First night back and already there has been 1 knife thrown, 2 tea kettles full, 3 rooms rearranged and 4 delicious turkey burgers. Never better.